hanya sekedar tulisan :")

entah sejak kapan kesenanganmu menjadi kesenanganku juga...
tapi sayang, kesenanganku tak pernah menjadi kesenanganmu..
Aku tak ingin memilikimu..
aku hanya ingin menemanimu di tiap langkahmu, melewati tiap detik yang kamu miliki..

Bagiku.. kamulah bahagia
Bagimu.. akulah duka
selalu ada yang terluka setiap kali kita bersama.
kini, aku bersembunyi di balik sepi..
menepi dari mereka yang menganggap kita baik-baik saja

Kita berjalan melintasi waktu..
menuju mimpi-mimpi dalam satu kereta..
tapi tak bersama.. karena kita terpisah ruang..
rintik hujan tak pernah melukiskan wajahku pada kaja jendelamu.
hingga kamu tak pernah merindukanku.

sesungguhnya, tak ingin ku berikan hati ini padamu..
sebab, aku masih mencintai diriku sendiri..

Tuhan..
bisakah kau sembunyikan rindu ini dariku ?
aku hanya ingin ikhlas..

Bila bukan maumu.. Jauhkan kami..
sejauh Jarak kami.. atau bahkan lebih :")

Right here waiting for you :)

Oceans apart

Day after day

And I slowly grow insane

I hear your voice

On the line

But it doesn't stop the pain


If i see you next to never

Well how can we stay forever


(chorus)

Wherever you go whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you


I took for granted all the times

That i thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter

I taste the tears

But i cant get near you now


Oh cant you see it baby

You got me going crazy


(chorus)


I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if i'm with you

I'll take the chance


Oh cant you see it baby

You got me going crazy


(chorus)


Waiting for You.

Aku Pasti Kembali - Pasto

Waktu tlah tiba
Aku kan meninggalkan
Tinggalkan kamu
Tuk sementara

Kau dekap aku
Kau bilang jangan pergi
Tapi ku hanya dapat berkata

Reff:
Aku hanya pergi ’tuk sementara
Bukan ’tuk meninggalkanmu selamanya
Aku pasti ’kan kembali pada dirimu
Tapi kau jangan nakal
Aku pasti kembali

Kau peluk aku
Kau ciumi pipiku
Kau bilang janganlah ku pergi

Bujuk rayumu
Buat hatiku sedih
Tapi ku hanya dapat berkata

Back to Reff:

'Pabila nanti
Kau rindukanku didekapmu
Tak perlu kau risaukan
Aku pasti akan kembali

Back to Reff: 2x

20 ♥ 15th

20 september 2012 kemaren ...
aku 15 tahun :3 masih belum cukup umur sih emang buat dapet KTP, haha :'D
tapi aku seneng..
karena hari itu aku dibuat merasa spesial dengan cara yang luar biasa, haha
kemaren itu, unforgottable moment sekali :3

Di mulai dari kiriman VN, ucapan selamat + gambar dari si Ojod =>ini dia <= ..
malam itu dia so sweet sekali :3
Dia ngirimin aku VN 3 kali, hihi aku seneng waktu dia nyanyiin lagunya Taylor Swift-Fifteen :)
Do'a2 buat aku dan hubungan kita jugaa.. pokonya dia 'manis' sekali malam itu, hihi
oya, aku juga di kasiin gambar sama diaa :3

 

so sweet kan ? ;;)

Firasat - Marcell :')

Kemarin

Kulihat Awan Membentuk Wajahmu
Desah Angin Meniupkan Namamu
Tubuhku Terpaku
Semalam
Bulan Sabit Melengkungkan Senyummu
Tabur Bintang Serupa Kilau Auramu
Akupun Sadari
Kusegra Berlari

Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi
Firasatku Ingin Kau Tuk Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi...

Akhirnya
Bagai Sungai Yang Mendamba Samudra
Kutahu Pasti Kemana Kan Ku Bermuara
Semoga Ada Waktu
Sayangku

Kupercaya Alam Pun Berbahasa
Ada Makna Dibalik Semua Pertanda
Firasat Ini
Rasa Rindukah Ataukah Kedamaian
Aku Tak Perduli
Kuterus Berlari

Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi
Firasatku Ingin Kau Tuk Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi

Dan Lihatlah Sayang
Hujan Turun Membasahi
Seolah Turun Air Mata

Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi
Firasatku Ingin Kau Tuk Cepat Pulang
Cepat Kembali Jangan Pergi Lagi
Firasatku Ingin Kau Tuk Cepat Pulang
Pulang...

Aku Pun Sadari
Engkaulah Firasat Hati..

The way i loved you - taylor swift :)

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Fifteen - Taylor Swift ♥

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors

unknown ♥

 Cinta..

Ketika semua meminta untuk melupakannya, tetap tak bergeming dan berkata :

"Aku tak ingin dia sendiri saat ia terjatuh"

Tetap bertahan dengan kata hati, keyakinan, dan do'a..

keikhlasan untuk memiliki maupun tidak memiliki.

berbalas atau bertepuk sebelah tangan..

Ketika ia tak berada dihadapanku,namun bayangnnya masih utuh...

tersimpan di hati .. :) 

Adalah bersama siapapun dirinya.

asal dia bahagia, aku tersenyum :"

Adalah rela tak menjadi bagian dalam bahagianya..

Namun menjadi orang pertama yang ada di saat dia terjatuh..

Adalah mata pelajaran kehidupan yang tak pernah lunas SKS-nya..

Karena , Cinta selalu mengajarkan kita untuk belajar :) 

V ♥