SE-MA-NG-AT PW!

Holaaaa ~
ini minggu pertama masuk sekolah setelah seminggu kemaren libur karna ada TO kelas 3.
seminggu itu berasa cepetttttt banget haha
walopun liiburan dirumah aja, tapi tetap menikmati kok :"))
Ambon, mungkin aku gabisa pulang liburan kemaren.. tapi..
tunggu aku dalam waktu dekat yaaaa

Smile. why? because i can 😊

i don't know how, this night is not as sad as yesterday evening. and the day before.
i woke up this morning with a fairly fresh condition. no longer puffy face and swollen eyes haha  
I finally decided to leave the house. not far away anyway, just to the salon. 
arrived there i don't know what i wanna do. want to cut my hair, but i can't. my brain and heart said : HELL NO!
finally, i decide to toning my hair, into blue-black color haha 
okay, forget it.
the point is, i'm fine.
really fine than i'm expect.
i'm trying to do ma best for ma self.
i'm muster all of me to make myself better and better everyday.
you know, i love you. i said it, i mean it.
but, somehow i realize.. i love myself even more than i love you.
so, now... go.
i let you go. wherever you want. hope you doin' fine
so do i.
like what i ever ask you, pray for me to always be happy. more than enough
and now.. it's time for me to find another you  😊

i'll smile everyday. no, i'm not pretend. i'll never put a fake smile just to hide all of my feeling on you.
smile. why? because i know, I CAN 

sepenggal cerita dibalik novel ini

him : "...udah punya novelnya Nina Ardianti yang Restart belom?"

(and the conversation keep going)