Kamis, Oktober 10, 2013

This is my life, any problem ?

Hello gurls.
It's Thursday, Tomorrow is Friday, and Finally my dearest-Saturday and Sunday ❤
everybody wait for it right ? and also me.
i'm madly-seriously-deeply-really bored with my activity from Monday to Friday.
i think, i was a robot at those days. why ? because i think i've been in the program to wake up at 04:40 am in the early morning, take a shower, go to school and spend half of my day there. then go home, do homework (if i think i can do it and i'm not forget it all), go to sleep, and wake up in the next day then return the same activity.
see? how come i can be 'leyeh-leyeh' ?

On the weekend i really love to go out with my sister and her daughter. or sometimes go out with my friends. i don't have a someone special right now,not because no one loves or like me.
Seriously, bring it all.
i've been broken heart about a few months later. and i just not really ready to let someone else come into my life.
Although, sometimes i miss the moment when i was "someone" girlfriend.
I know, it will not be last forever. one day the good one will come to me by his self.
I never locked out my heart, never do, never will.
cuz, in reality love know where it should be berth.
i've already learned from someone's story, to not falling in love because you're lonely.
but falling in love because you're ready.
i try to be the good one. so, someday it doesn't matter if i ask to God, to send me the good one too :)
beside that, i think if someone is good enough for me, i should be worthy to him.

Back to the topic haha
like what i already said, when the weekend is really END. I should be a robot again.
if without school i can be a great person, i'll never do this -_-
but i still have about 1,5 years again.
I'm not willing if my struggle being nothing.
When someone ask me, "what do you wanna be in the future?"
i really want to hiding in the ground so i shouldn't answer that question.
don't know why, i think i'm still young and there's a lot of time to stabilize my future's plan.
and i'll show to all of them, a girl like me, can be something that can't be underestimate

I should be happy. 
No matter HOW and no matter WHAT.
This is my life, any problem ?




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