It's all sounds great...but ..

Sometimes, it just scary to find someone that make you happy. really
When you found him you start to giving all your attention. all your love.
you show up all of your excess and all of your weakness.
you show him how much you worry about him. how spoiled you're. how the way you love him.
so that, you hope he'll love you the way you're.

They make you forget everything bad in your life. forget about the sadness. forget about your problem. because you know, he'll be there whenever you need him.
he's the first person you want to talk to in the morning.
and the last before you go to sleep.
the one who make you waiting for a message with his name on your phone-screen.
the one who always make you feel warm, everytime you see and hear his voice.
the one you remember what perfume he use. and how the way it smell.
everything about him. you remember it. 
you remember how he treat you like a queen. the way he give you a chocolate. the way he smile at you. the way he talk to you. the way he playing basketball. the way he laugh around his friend.
you don't know why, you just really love to see everything he do.

It's all sounds great to have that someone.
But..
until you lost him.. it was the most painful thing in the world.
It's scary to think how easily he could just leave and take that happiness away too.. when he go..
until you see him with the other girl..
you only can put a fake smile. pretend to be happy. watch him from a distance. just to make sure, he's happy and doing fine... with or without you.

#imissyoutothemoonandback

Sincerely, your secret admirer(yesterday-today)

Virdiyana Vina :)